it's one day before new year's eve.

yes it is.

i am going to a "pirate party" tonight but i don't want to go. gah.

hot wax is fun

merry christmas?
or not..it's the 26th now i guess.

yes that was the greatest

we got to see rodeo dan in a cowboy hat

YAYYYYYYY

yay!!!!! winter break

So, I'm sitting here, and like i dont know what to do, things seem so cool at one point and yet now I have the undieing pressure of someone who was practically like a mother die...My sweety is here for me, but I just cant shake the feeling that I've been slighted along with everyone else who lost her, especially her son..... I'm like a lost child, for one moment everything is dandy not a care in the world but another momnet I'm depressed and I try to hold it in hoping it'll go away and it does, for a little bit.

I'm trying to be honest about things that botherme but, I dont know how well I'm doing, and I'm always paranoid that I'm doing something wrong........

Mood: Feel lost

Wants to kill isketch bitches. Cannot get back on server. Blocked for cheating. Did not cheat. Very angry.

yeah what time IS it?
i don't have anything else to do that day but knowing is good.

what time is it? i mite be un poquito late . . . but ill still be there. my mom told me something last minute. *grumbles*

every1 hasta come to my birthday movie night thingy next sunday!

i saw rent for the 6th time and it was great.
also, the albertus christmas dance wasn't as bad as i would've expected.

:::::::::::::::::frustration:::::::::::::::::::::

*misses every1*

i can't wait for this semester to be over. aghhh.

Made stage crew as propmistress, aka prop bitch. Dont know if happy or not. Melissa Gitter stage manger. Not happy.

School boring. Schneider crazy. Powers crazy. Concert on Tuesday.

With boy at the moment. Boy playing game. Am about to play game as well.

Have fun.

School is boring. Did not make play. Might have made stage crew as manager or assistant manager. Timmy put in good word to Mr. Roth and James. Timmy says maybe. Will not get hopes up.

Amanda Gong very concerned about Kathyleen. Am very concerned about Kathyleen as well. Are you okay, Kathyleen?

Went shopping with Mr. Powers. Very amusing. Cassie and I annoyed him very much. Will never shop with us again.

Am pissed off b/c don't have a job. Don't have money. Am broke. No Christmas gifts this year. Am sorry.

Am leaving now.

Hi Everybody, Yeh so I'm so looking foward for the 17th, no more class for like a month,

I get to hang out with those who want to hang out with me, for whoever that is *pulls out a small list with 2 and a half names on it* ahh there they are.

So I;m slowly getting over like a major problem. The bank scred up funding in my bank account and accidentally put money in that wasnt mine, you know this is kewl, but i know better no to spend it...So like a week later they call me and say yeh this money that money and that money wasnt yours so we took it back, so since there not on the phone i cant see this and i said oh ok.. So it ends up they took like 430 dollars that was mine as well as the stiff that wasnt, that wasnt the only bad thing, it put me into an overhaul, in other words its like trying to take out cash that isnt there. so they charged me another 120 dollars.. do you know how much that sux, there goes all my holiday money... But atleast i work a little this weekend... at least for that, I can afford gas money....Yay, hope your all having a much better time on this stupid rock that we call a planet.............

i love my psychology professor because she says that "thursday is the same as wednesday" and that means that i don't have to fight with my computer tonight because i am not in the mood.